Floundering????

Okay, maybe there is no one out there in cyberspace, but I am choosing to persevere with my blog, if nothing more than therapeutic purposes.

Just finished the day working for old crappy job, before starting new super-duper crappy job on August 13th, which is my "elimination" date, as so fondly coined by my soon to be ex-boss.

For some odd reason, the movie Soilent Green came to mind. Anyone see that one? Of course not, because no one is following this blog. Anyway, it is a futuristic movie starring Charleston Heston, (for those of you too young to know who he is, the old dude who played Moses in the Ten Commandments.) Well, Chuck discovers a government plot whereby they are exterminating old people and turning them into food to feed the masses. I know, gross huh? Okay, so may be I am not ready for the glue factory yet, but being "eliminated" makes me feel like a carton of milk that is about ready to sour.

As my daddy would say, "you look lower than a snake's belly in a wagon rut." I admit, I am still a bit depressed and more than a bit angry, but I am determined to rise victorious from all this.

This could be a golden opportunity to discover exactly what I am meant to do with my life. Find my purpose and explore new horizons, and all that. After all, I am NOT defined by a job, and that was all it was, not like a career where you truly feel that is your niche and where one truly belongs.

So, I am not going to be a slimy slug. I am going to dust the footprint off my behind and find something fullfilling to do. It might take some time and I may have to stay at new crappy job for a bit, but I WILL SURVIVE...LOL

So I say to anyone out there, if there is anyone out there...carpe diem!!